I do not know why I pulled this post out either … but it was meant to have appeared on October 14 … yes for some stupid reason I actually listened to someone and pulled the post off.

I really appreciate all the care and concern everyone has been showing me. From finding time out from your busy schedule to ask me out, to listening ears. I truly am gratified there are so many people who are concerned about me.

I will be fine, eventually it would be all good again, it could take a few zillion sleepless nights and heart wrenching moments, but I will live on, as I always have.

In the mean time please do not bother asking what happened, for at the moment I do not wish to say anything and am only intend to bringing it to my grave. In someone’s words, I rather keep everything bottled up at this point of time. There is no point speculating on whether isit love diminished, or such. If it was, it would have made it a whole lot easier.